WHEN I REMEMBER DAD
He used to smile and twinkle.
He used to call me, ”Toot”.
He told me that he loved me,
Something that I knew.
It was the way he looked at me
When I walked in the room.
His cheery smile and laughter
Could transform any gloom.
When I remember Dad,
He could always make you laugh.
You could say about anything
And he’d turn it in a flash.
A man with a very high IQ
Who could read a book and build.
Adding rooms and building homes,
Though he never joined a guild.
Tricky with the slide rule.
Well informed and knew
So much about so many things
His advice rang very true.
Then they gave him statins.
They said to help his heart.
Now Dad cannot remember
Where books and tools, they are.
They said they’d help his heart,
But his memory did not stay.
The Dad that was my Dad
Has somehow slipped away.
Drug companies lower cholesterol.
It’s found within the brain.
It forms things like the memory.
When gone, the memories fade.
They lowered his cholesterol.
A heart protecting drain?
What they forgot to notice
Was the heart is in the brain.
Will the drug companies call me?
Will they send me flowers?
Will they at least apologize?
For all the stolen hours?
A part of him is still there,
But I don’t know how long.
Would they had left him alone
To hear his silly songs!
It makes me really angry,
This statin induced drain.
They lowered his cholesterol,
But still ruined his brain.
He still remembers Tootie.
The love, it is still there.
The silly songs he used to sing
Still float by in the air.
The companies won’t remember
The DAD who was the BEST.
Who he was, and what they’ve done.
I will not forget.
Judy Johnston RN, BSN
10/05/2006