Hi gang,
It's been sometime since I have been on the forum. I stay away when I want to hide from my condition, pretend that I'm not ill. The truth is you guys are the only one I tell my real fears and concerns to. Oh, I tell people about my condition but they either are tired of hearing it, don't buy it or love me too much to want to believe it. I know my sweet husband would do anything to make it all go away, but there is nothing to be done at this point.
So, now after "crying in beer", I'd like to talk to those who have found themselves in heart failure. Some days it seems a lot like stage 3 then I have a good day and feel like stage 2.
When the doctor who figured out Lipitor was my poison diagnosed me she said it was heart failure with secondary pulmonary hypertension. I got better for awhile off Lipitor, but in about 6 to 9 months I realized I was not progressing to wellness but rather was starting to decline.
Now I'm back to not being able to walk to my mailbox with out loosing breath, eyes blurry and burning, fatigued and weak. I have tremors in my hands & eyes and the doctor I went to recently found even my tongue has tremors. I get numb sensations in my hands and face. My palpitations are getting more frequent without exertion.
I don't know anyone else with heart failure. If someone else is out there that can share with me, I'd appreciate hearing from you. Thanks BeLinda