Hi my2stents and welcome to the forum. I hope you continue to read, post, and share your statin side-effect story with us.
To begin to answer your questions, it would be impossible to educate you away from the grasp of currently accepted science.... especially in your fragile medical state. The human body is an extremely complicated instrument, and cholesterol inhibition can affect so many vital biochemical processes. The extremely large scope of these causative symptoms greatly decreases any ability to detect the singular root cause, especially in those doctors unfamiliar with statin damage. There's no question you suffer from a mild case of statin damage, among your many other pre-existing conditions. This could become increasingly worse over time.
For a refresher course, cholesterol itself is what makes our cells waterproof. Without cholesterol these cells slowly leak and die. Cholesterol is not only important for proper neurological function, but hormonal production. This inhibition also comes at the expense of other important vitamins, nutrients, and enzymes, most importantly including CoQ10. You see, statins not only inhibit cholesterol, but they break the very mechanism of its production... perhaps permanently. This might just answer your question concerning long term effects.
CoQ10 is found in every cell membrane in our bodies, and plays a large role in energy production. The heart especially requires huge levels of CoQ10 to function properly. Therefore, low levels have been strongly associated with congestive heart failure. Of course, low total cholesterol levels below 160 mg/dL also have been strongly associated with cancer. These studies are very easy to find on the Internet.
By the way, the initial dosage for statins upon their 1987 introduction into the market was a mere fraction of today. Compare that to the current overprescription epidemic of statin poisoning, (yes, statin poisoning) in the order of your 40mg for instance.
I could immediately point you towards the 2003 Beth Israel Medical Center study in New York demonstrating that statins at even 80mg per day did nothing to reduce arterial plaque. In fact, there was an increase in plaque buildup in both those on Lipitor and the placebo, in the area of 10 percent. But then, those pharmaceuticals producing statins don't want this truth being known about their billion dollar cash cow.
I might recommend vitamin K2 (in particular Jarrow's MK-7) over Lipitor for clearing the arteries of plaque and calcium, for instance. And I might recommend fish oil over Plavix. That's just for starters. I would certainly recommend the slow discontinuation of statins over a period of a few weeks. Take less and less, until you take absolutely none. And then throw that Lipitor bottle away. Of course, you should also supplement with CoQ10 ASAP to greatly further your statin recovery. Again, get some CoQ10 ASAP.
However, these important changes are for you and hopefully a reasonable and well-informed doctor to discuss. And by all means, take a look at Dr. Graveline's home page for more information and studies to print out and show your doctor. He's the one more in desperate need for an education.
http://www.spacedoc.net
Good luck.